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aral_vorkosigan
06 May 2009 @ 01:02 pm


Title: Enemy Lines
Author: [info]fajrdrako
Fandom: Lois McMaster Bujold's Vorkosigan novels, primarily Shards of Honour
Characters: Aral Vorkosigan, Piotr Vorkosigan, references to Cordelia Naismith
Length: 515 words
Challenge: Response to a drabble challenge issued by [info]trialia for a drabble about Aral and Cordelia. I hope she will forgive me that this is a ficlet, not a drabble, and though it is about Aral and Cordelia, she doesn't actually show her face.
Rating: G
Disclaimer: Not mine, no claims, all property of Lois McMaster Bujold.
Notes: Spoilers for the novel Shards of Honour by Lois McMaster Bujold. Set after the destruction of the Barrayaran fleet, after Cordelia went back to Beta Colony. Cross-posted to my lj, my Dreamwidth account, bujold_fic, and aral_vorkosigan.

Enemy Lines )

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aral_vorkosigan
24 July 2008 @ 09:35 pm
Prompt #240:  - Discuss an individual who scared you - for [info]theatrical_muse

Monsters

My earliest fears were the usual sorts of things - monsters under the bed or in the broom closet.  Mother would comfort me, all soft skin and lavender.  Father told me that soldiers were brave, and taught me to fight monsters with a sword or gun.  If you're strong, he said, nothing can get you.

So I stopped fearing the monsters of my imagination, and started fearing real people.   The Emperor, my cousin, and his soldiers.  They killed people who disagreed with him. They killed people who agreed with them.  They killed relatives and strangers and there was no anticipating who, or when, or why.

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Character: Aral Vorkosigan
Fandom: Vorkosigan novels by Lois McMaster Bujold
Words: 315

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aral_vorkosigan
18 June 2008 @ 05:52 pm

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Home?  Home was an illusion. 


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Character: Aral Vorkosigan
Fandom: Vorkosigan novels by Lois McMaster Bujold
Words: 424

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aral_vorkosigan
22 May 2008 @ 10:26 pm
#231 "Everything passes. Nobody gets anything for keeps. And that's how we've got to live." Haruki Murakami.

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Every month, Aral Vorkosigan's accountant came to him to give him the details of his current financial state.  Every month, Aral listened with half an ear to his explanations and advice, agreed with all his suggestions, and signed over his military pay in return for his monthly allowance. 



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Character: Aral Vorkosigan
Fandom: Vorkosigan novels by Lois McMaster Bujold
Words: 471

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aral_vorkosigan
08 May 2008 @ 10:00 pm
#229 - If you could get anyone drunk, who would it be and what would you do?

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Aral said, aloud, "I'm stinking drunk."

Only two of his companions, Piers and Tabor, were still conscious to hear him.  Hypervodka will do that to a man.  Even to a Vor lord. Lying on the floor in the Emperor's Green Lounge, his elbow on the elegantly-brocaded Imperial Green Sofa, Aral laughed, and drank some more.  It was like molten starfire. It was, of course, highly illegal.


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Character: Aral Vorkosigan
Fandom: Vorkosigan novels by Lois McMaster Bujold
Words: 730

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aral_vorkosigan
16 April 2008 @ 08:37 pm
#226 - Name three things that you're looking forward to in the near future and why.

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There are some people who are afraid to ever anticipate anything good. Look forward to the worst, they argue, and you'll never be disappointed.



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Character: Aral Vorkosigan
Fandom: Vorkosigan novels by Lois McMaster Bujold
Words: 344

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aral_vorkosigan
10 April 2008 @ 06:51 pm
"Do not the most moving moments of our lives find us without words?" Marcel Marceau.

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My wife's funeral presented the high society of Barrayar with a moral and social dilemma.  She was well-born and well-married, and whatever her behaviour, social rank must be respected in death. 

Though much loved in life, she was hated now she was dead.  Her reputation plummetted.  On the lips of every gossip on the planet, she went from being the lovely young wife of a war-hero to the floozy who had betrayed him and driven two other men to their deaths. A wanton, a suicide, a whore - I heard my lovely Renée called worse than this.  I had no reply to make, though each insult burned on my family name with its shame. The kindest description of her at that time was from the Emperor. "She was a lost soul," he said. "A lost soul, among so many."


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Character: Aral Vorkosigan
Fandom: Vorkosigan novels by Lois McMaster Bujold
Words: 577

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aral_vorkosigan
16 March 2008 @ 08:56 pm

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Aral slept lightly on the gold brocade couch in the Emperor's antechamber, awaking frequently.  He was ready to respond to the Emperor's call as necessary; he was not on guard duty, so there was no shame in sleeping.  The Emperor was ill, and under the Doctor's care.  The illness was not a deadly one: inconvenient, as all illnesses are, and unpleasant, but not likely to last  beyond the week.  Aral's duty was no more than to respond if called. Any servant could have done it, but Ezar had requested a man he loved and trusted as something like family.  His family had include the likes of Mad Yuri: it was a wonder he trusted anyone.



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Character: Aral Vorkosigan
Fandom: Vorkosigan novels by Lois McMaster Bujold
Words: 577

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aral_vorkosigan
13 February 2008 @ 10:36 pm

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Few valuables were left to the Vorkosigans.  Piotr could remember elegance from his childhood: a sense of material abandon.  Jewels around his mother's neck, her gorgeous satin gowns.  Their wealth now was in their reputation, their honour, their service to the Emperor.  Nothing was left of their past glory - yes, the Vorkosigan family had been wealthy in the past.  Art that no longer existed - or perhaps existed on someone else's walls.  He had heard his father's stories. Conspicuous consumption, a time of glamour and glory without stint.

Now, with a civil war behind them and the Cetagandan invasion before that, and the crippling taxes of Mad Yuri -  the Vorkosigans could hardly be called paupers, but they were not materially wealthy.  Piotr knew the value of going to bed with a full stomach. He'd had the other kind of life, often enough.

They were mostly debt-free, but money-poor.  The Vorkosigan family jewels were down to a few pieces, the rest stolen or sold. His own signet remained.  And this wedding band... It had been his mother's .  The thugs who had killed his wife had not stolen it from her finger; loyal servants had brought it back to him, and it had gone to Aral's bride, the lovely Renée Vorrutyer.

What a bad idea that match had been: the scheming slut.  Piotr suspected, now, that she'd married Aral for the money he thought he had - and then punished him cruelly for his poverty and his dedication to duty.

At the time, he'd watched Aral put the ring on Renée's hand with a warm mixture of pride and relief.  At last, Aral had found a woman he could love - and he did love her, you could see it in his eyes, hear it in his voice. There would be in time, he had thought, Vorkosigan children in the house once again, replacing those taken long ago by war and disease.

Ashes now. The lying whore was dead, childless but bringing no more shame to the family.  And Aral - too hurt to recover, too angry to trust another wife, too honest and too inclined towards men to truly want another marriage - Aral had at least stopped bedding her brother, a wild young man who could only bring him more heartbreak and shame than even Renée had managed.

The Vorkosigan marriage ring lay waiting for the second wife Aral would almost certainly never have.

With a sigh, Piotr put it back into its satin bed.  Patience was the key.  Whatever fate awaited Aral, there was no way to rush it.

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Character: Aral Vorkosigan
Fandom: Vorkosigan novels by Lois McMaster Bujold
Words: 427

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aral_vorkosigan
31 January 2008 @ 10:44 pm
aral 215 - seduction

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I seduced a man once, and regretted it.

I was young - old enough to know how much I liked sex, but not quite old enough to have good judgement about it.  We were still fighting Mad Yuri's war.  I felt that every day might be my last; that it was important to find what pleasure I could in life, in a time of fear and struggle.


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Character: Aral Vorkosigan
Fandom: Vorkosigan novels by Lois McMaster Bujold
Words: 477

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aral_vorkosigan
24 January 2008 @ 09:18 pm
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Don't tell me about greatness.

I've met great men.  My father was - is - a great man, a general of historic proportions.  Because of him, Mad Yuri was defeated and an Empire overturned.



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Character: Aral Vorkosigan
Fandom: Lois McMaster Bujold's Vorkosigan novels
Words: 359

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aral_vorkosigan
17 January 2008 @ 09:35 pm
Prompt #213 - "There's enough sorrow in the world, isn't there, without trying to invent it." - E. M. Forster, A Room With A View.

I might have loved Ges Vorrutyer, deeply and forever, if it hadn't been for the fear in his servant's eyes.


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Character: Aral Vorkosigan
Fandom: Vorkosigan novels by Lois McMaster Bujold
Words: 827

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aral_vorkosigan
03 January 2008 @ 11:15 pm
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Prompt #211 - Old Acquaintance

Midwinter's highlight in the capital was the Emperor's Midwinter Games. It was hardly the Olympics: mostly an attempt to encourage athleticism in youth by pitting teams from different parts of Barrayar against each other and giving them the heady experience of visiting Vorbarr Sultana when the weather was at its worst.  Once I had been one of those young men, showing off my expertise in, of all things, marksmanship, for the glory of Vorkosigan House.  I suppose my father was proud; I don't remember.  I certainly was.  Immature and vain.  What was the appeal of these games, when I had a real war behind me?


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Character: Aral Vorkosigan
Fandom: Vorkosigan novels by Lois McMaster Bujold
Words: 1,170

 
 
aral_vorkosigan
26 December 2007 @ 07:34 pm
aral 210 - curiosity

Prompt #210 - If a crystal ball could tell you the truth about any one thing you wished ~ concerning yourself, your life, the future, or anything else ~ what would you want to know?

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"Curiosity killed the cat," my mother used to say to me, but I couldn't help it: I've always been curious.  My life has been so full of twists and turns that I never would have, never could have predicted the things that have happened to me: Ges's love, Renee's infidelity, the Emperor's favour.  Or the things that have happened to my planet: civil war, regicide, social unrest.

If I could ask - if there was a magic machine that would tell me about my future - I'd have too many questions.  If I met that impossible charlatan with a crystal ball that knew everything - what would I not want to know?  I'd want to know everything: will I ever be with Ges again? Will I remarry?  Will I ever have children?  Will Barrayar survive?  Will it find peace?  When will my my father die?  Will I die in battle? How long with Ezar survive?  Will I ever leave this planet? Will I ever love again?

Too many questions, and I'd ask none of them. It would be wrong to know the answers.

Right or wrong, I think I know the answers to some of them, and the speculation drives me to despair. Think how much worse it would be, to know for sure that I will never love again, never get over Ges, never pass on the Vorkosigan family line, not even outlive my father.  And to know that Barrayar destroys itself in war would be ... insupportable.

So I do not want to know, and I will spend my life doing everything in my power to make sure that Barrayar does not destroy itself in my time, because I believe that my fate is tied to that of my planet, and my honour is bound to ensuring its survival.

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Character: Aral Vorkosigan
Fandom: Vorkosigan novels by Lois McMaster Bujold
Words: 302





 
 
aral_vorkosigan
20 December 2007 @ 10:10 pm
Aral #209 - What are you afraid of?

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I am afraid of losing my honour.


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Character: Aral Vorkosigan
Fandom: Vorkosigan novels by Lois McMaster Bujold
Words: 354

 
 
aral_vorkosigan
12 December 2007 @ 10:28 pm
#208 - Four Women

From Papers relating to Aral Vorkosigan by M.V., unpublished and in storage at ImpSec HQ (Vault 216KZ)

Four women shaped Aral Vorkosigan's life.



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Character: Aral Vorkosigan
Fandom: Vorkosigan novels by Lois McMaster Bujold
Words: 776

 
 
aral_vorkosigan
22 November 2007 @ 10:27 pm
Prompt #205 - Talk about a moment in which you wished you had a camera.

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Aral wished he had a camera on the night his mother was killed.

She had looked lovely that evening, he knew that.  He couldn't remember exactly what she had looked like that night - nicely dressed, of course, she always was.  She had dressed for guests, special guests, and had put a pretty jewel in her hair.  If he strained his memory, he could almost remember it - just that bit of glitter in her beautifully styled hair.


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Character: Aral Vorkosigan
Fandom: Vorkosigan novels by Lois McMaster Bujold
Words: 342

 
 
aral_vorkosigan
15 November 2007 @ 09:15 pm
Vorbarr Sultana: 2741.  The Imperial Palace, Security Wing.

The dungeons were dark, but not damp.  Aral had hoped for rats and dripping walls, but instead the Sergeant at Arms led him to a dim, drab cell in which the Emperor ofBarrayar sat on a plain wooden chair.  Aral stood outside the barred door, watching him.  One of the legs on the chair was shorter than the others, and the Emperor rocked on it, a little, the sound echoing lightly.  Thump. Tap.  Thump.  Tap.


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Character: Aral Vorkosigan
Fandom: Vorkosigan novels by Lois McMaster Bujold
Words: 549

 
 
aral_vorkosigan
07 November 2007 @ 09:27 am

#203 - Intrigue

The Power of Secrets

At the Military Academy, there had been those who envied Aral for his close connection to the Emperor; or for his knowledge of life in the illustrious halls of government.  Classes in Barrayaran history and politics had reinforced the concept of the power-elite into which Aral had been magically born.  Aral aced those classes, while his classmates struggled to understand the texts.

So his reputation grew.

He didn't tell them the real secret, that it was all bunk.  History was fiction, written (or propagandized) by the victors.  Politics was nothing but intrigue with a prettier name, oneupmanship depending on who could fool the rest.   Aral had seen Emperor Ezar make important decisions in his dressing gown, before his first cup of coffee in the morning; then change his mind, along with the edict, after his toast with jam.  "Never trust a politician, boy," he'd once said to Aral, and it was a piece of advice Aral took to heart.

He could see for himself: it was all about who was sleeping with whom, and what they wanted out of it, and who was jealous about it..

Now there were secret police in the capital, and the important things happened in sealed reports labelled "FOR IMPSEC EYES ONLY".

It didn't  bode well for  his planet.

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Character: Aral Vorkosigan
Fandom: Vorkosigan novels by Lois McMaster Bujold
Words: 214

 
 
aral_vorkosigan
30 October 2007 @ 09:44 pm

#202 - If life's a game who do you think is winning?

Life is a fine game. 

Of course it's a game, what else could it be?  It isn't just about winning and losing and sportsmanship and challenge, it's about enjoying the air in your lungs and living life to the fullest, physically and emotionally.

It's about putting joy into the moments which have none.  It's about laughing instead of weeping for as long as you can.   Finding courage within fear. All of that.  One damn game after another.

If I took life too seriously, I'd be suicidal. Not that I haven't been suicidal from time to time in any case... but there are no guarantees in this life. Not for me, not for anyone. You fuck up, you do what you can to fix the mess you made, and you start over.

And over. And over.

So what does winning mean? Did Ezar Vorbarra win, stuck as he is with the responsibilities of running a planet and nothing in return for it but assassination plots? Did my father win, with his wife dead and parts of his heritage slagged into radioactive waste? Did Barrayar win, after the Cetagandan invaders were driven away and we were only five hundred years behind the rest of the galaxy, technologically? And a thousand years behind, in social progress?

Did I win, because I have refused to see Ges again?  Or did he win, because I dream of him almost every night?

The important thing is not to lose. Not to give up. Not to lose eight of the things that really matter.

Winning doesn't mean coming out on top. Winning means living with your honour intact.

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Character: Aral Vorkosigan
Fandom: Vorkosigan novels by Lois McMaster Bujold
Words: 273

 
 
 
 

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